finally messaged him, AHH

it hasn't been a day, but i finally gathered my courage to send him a message. worst case scenario was he wouldn't read it or he'd read it and then brush it off, and then we'd never talk. what actually happened was he acknowledged my feelings (surprisingly) and we were able to talk it out a bit of what we both wanted for each other.

though i'm now hesitant to admit that i like him. don't get me wrong, i still deeply care about him, but i don't think we're going to last long enough when things have already been rocky even now. ugh, i don't want to dwell too much about this. i'm just glad i didn't lose a dear friend.

on a happier note, i've been playing wuthering waves a lot since i got back and i've managed to save up enough pulls for jingran. lo and behold, i finally got him with no guarantee and i'm on a 50/50!



of course, i prefarmed all of his echoes and stuff, so i'm pretty confident that i have him semi-built on d1. i still need to farm harder for his echoes, but their substats are doo doo. but overall, i'm broke but happy!

like, just look at him!!



such a gorgeous man. i love him a lot. of course, i love luuk too. just don't tell xiangli yao.