hiiiii

uh im here now so im gonna js give a run down on whats happened in my life since abandoning this acc

• switched schools in 8th grade, made lots of awesome friends, met my bsf/non-related brother, met my old elementary school friend who i, after seeing him for the first time in 3 years, instantly developed a crush on
• Have a great year, recovering immensely from my suicide attempt in 7th grade and doing incredibly better. very happy person with much better grades.
• End of 8th grade i decide that I am Nathan but do not announce it yet, unable to contact crush, go on trip to Pittsburgh and Costa Rica
• Find out my crush didn't block me day before freshman year, freak out. i accept he's straight and doesnt like me back, but then he starts to ignore me completely. cut contact with crush and do not speak until end of year
• Start pubically going by Nathan in January
• Start dating a friend in Feb/March of freshman year, break up w him when i realized i had no real romantic feelings for him, stay friends thankfully.
• Finish freshman year with mostly good grades, finally get headphones on my 504 plan. ex friend of new friend group draws/writes CSAM of one of my bestfriends at the request of his crazy crush.
• Go to Germany over summer, hangout with new friend group, last summer before my brother goes to college
• Sophomore year starts, develop what i think are feelings for one of my best friends but im not doing shit about that
• Ex calls me dead name multiple times, cut contact
• meet new girl, become friends, introduce her to friend group, she has a crush on my bsf that i have a weird bond with.
• find out shes racist and uncomfortably religious, kick her out of group

yeah thats pretty much it

happy Kirkaversary eve i guess