I miss you.

This week, I was going to keep the same routine as last year, I directed my view to the usual place we used to hang out at and looked for you, only to find nobody there, silly, I know, you've been in another school since almost a month now, I just started school this same week, I should known better, yet, I still did it. 

I miss you, more than I thought I would miss you, more than I would ever like to admit, more than I showed you yesterday.

I thought you were too good to be true, that the same moment you went to another school and started meeting other people I would be only one acquaintance more, I thought that you would just forget about me, that I was not worth the effort, that it would be harder and harder to talk, that the fact that we became so close in such a small amount of time would make our friendship frail and weak, that our friendship would end quickly, just the way it started, yet, it still exists, I dare to say that it will exist for a long, long time, I hope that it does.

You are too good to be true, you're so amazing, so kind, so fun, you are what I yearned for in dreams, what I thought I would never have in my life, the kind of person that I want to keep around as long as I can, the kind of person that I can talk for hours and hours with, the kind of person that cheers me up with only one message, the kind of person that cheers me up just by being there, by talking to me, by existing.

Yet...

You are true, you are real, you are not a dream.

You chose to stay, you offered to me the thing that I thought would never be offered to me by you, you said that you were glad we met, that I was amazing too, that I was kind and funny too, I felt that I was more than a stranger, than an acquaintance, I asked if we were friends, you said that I was your friend, I think that's what made me realize that you were real, that I wasn't dreaming, I think...

That being your friend is one of the best things that has happened to me.

You showed me that if someone like you considered someone like me worthy of your time then maybe...

In reality, I'm as amazing as I think you are.

<3