curse the male species

It took foreverrrrr to get accepted into this so called wonderland. I kinda just wanted to get on here  to stalk my ex .-. (I've lost my appetite and will to live LOLLLL). I hate how fast he moves on ,but I can't blame him for carrying on. I put that man through 7 months of hell. I miss him. I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING INSANE... i wake up and hope to find at least a little hint on literally anywhere; Instagram, discord, unsent projects, bittersweet, Reddit, Youtube, and my last resort which is here. It sucks that I'm acting so manic for a guy who I've never even met. Though I do know if he does ever find anyone all they'll do is merely tolerate him. Because, you my dear are unlovable.