When grades are coming up...

Idk this is just a vent ig lol

Im not usually a student who gets low grades all my life I've gotton 90s except 2 monthly exams I got 80s..but this year idk what's happening i missed a whole month since I traveled and I came a week before exams and tomorrow is the last one. And for the first time ever I have afailed a subject which is civics and I barely passed Geography...and I know all my grades except 3 subjects so if i got the full mark on those three ill get 82...which is already low as it is but ik im getting 70s if not lower..and im scared what will happen when my parents found out, last year I got 89 and I got everything taken away with me so idk what will happen when its already as bad as 70s.....ahhhhhhhhhh...im gonna get disowned lol hhhhhhhh I'm just not ready for whatll happen when the total grades come out..