my life

i only a toy with doggy cute heart

Sometimes I feel like I’m trying to be strong while actually feeling very tired inside. Im often thinking of death, hurting myself or just be quiet for all my life. I overthink small things, worry about what people think of me, and sometimes put too much pressure on myself. I can smile, joke and act like everything is fine, even when my mind is full of thoughts.

I care about people more than I show, and sometimes I forget to care about myself too. I’m still trying to understand who I am, what I want, and where I belong. I have dreams for my future, but I also have days when everything feels confusing.

Maybe I don’t need to have everything figured out yet. Maybe it’s okay to grow slowly, make mistakes, change my mind and simply be myself.

So yeah… maybe I’m just a little toy with a doggy cute heart, trying to find my place in a very loud world