I'M GOING TO BE COOKED IN 4 DAYS.

Skip to the end if too long to read cause I need HELP.

OKAYYYYY so school starts in like FOUR DAYS????? HELLO???? WHERE DID SUMMER GO 

I literally don’t know what to do because last year I slacked off SO BAD. Like I think that’s what it’s called?? “Slacking off”??? idek. Basically I handed in like HALF my assignments, skipped a couple classes, and somehow got ok grades???

I was just SO bad at participating and finishing things on time. Like I would be sitting IN CLASS and somehow still miss half the stuff. My body was there. My brain was on vacation. 

AND I QUITE LITERALLY DIDN’T EVEN FINISH A TEST THAT WAS WORTH A WHOLE CLASS. A WHOLE. CLASS.  Like girl… WHAT were you DOING????? Probably staring at the wall, honestly.

ANYWAYYYYY this year is actually really important for me. I’m not saying what grade I’m going into because INTERNET SAFETY but I’m under 16, so that’s all you’re getting from me. But seriously I NEED to get my life together because I cannot survive another year on panic, luck, and academic miracles.

SO PLEASEEEEE give me actual tips for having a good mindset because mine is literally HORRIBLE. I wake up and my brain is already like “yeah everything is going to suck today <3” LIKE THANKS BRAIN.

Also HOW DO YOU MAKE A SCHEDULE??? How do you remember assignments??? How do you actually DO YOUR WORK instead of looking at it for three weeks and then realizing it’s due TOMORROW AT 11:59 PM??? 

And obviously we can’t forget the CRUSH DRAMA because apparently I’m not allowed to have peace. 

There’s this person and we’re like… KIND OF together??? But we haven’t actually said we’re together??? But we both KNOW we kind of are??? WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEANAnd some people don’t really like this person, so there’s drama and opinions and I’m just sitting here like CAN EVERYONE PLEASE STOP TALKING.

People have also been such jerks this summer and this past year that I’m honestly over basically everyone except my best friend and the huzz. Those are my people. Everyone else can kindly ✋ BACK AWAY ✋

SOOOOOO yeah.

I NEED REAL TIPS. Not “just be nice to everyone 😊” NO. I need the forbidden knowledge. The ancient teenage survival guide. Tell me how to organize my life, stop procrastinating, survive school, fix my mindset, keep track of assignments, deal with crush drama, AND NOT COMPLETELY LOSE MY MIND 

Because I am genuinely COOKED.

Anywayyyyy wish me luck because school starts in like two seconds and I REALLY don’t want to fail or have drama ruin everything this year 😭

GOOD LUCK to everyone who already started school!!! And if you haven’t started yet… good luck because we’re all about to suffer together 

Okay I’m done now. I’m going to go stare dramatically out my window and pretend I’m in a music video or something.

xoxo,
me. 

P.S. IF ANYONE HAS ACTUAL GOOD SCHOOL TIPS PLEASE SAVE ME