paranoia

I'm gonna start blogging here even though I know not many people will view this LOL. Idk what's up with me but I can't shake off this sense like I'm unsafe or something is watching me. I feel it wherever I go, even when I'm with people I trust. I sometimes like to sleep with a pocket knife under my pillow even though it doesn't help the paranoia go away that much. Idk what's up with me but I hope this goes away soon LOL