My heart is broken

Hey!

Along time ago since I was here, I wanted to share about my last relationship. 

Trwało to 10 miesięcy. Przeprowadziłam się do miasta, w którym on mieszkał, bo nie mogłam już utrzymywać kontaktów na odległość. 

first month was okay, but later it stared to get worse. He started to choosing gaming over me. I was at this time depressed and I needed him. I told him, and guess what. He did nothin' about it.. I talked and everything. EVERY WEEK. And then, 16th of August, the day that changed my life completely. I couldn't be treated like an option anymore. I broke up with him. He didn't cared about it. It felt so weird, hating the person that you loved with all of your heart. But this what I'm about to write is crazy as hell. He immediately followed his last situationship (which he cheated on me one time)on instagram, so i think all those promises were completely empty. I'm all alone here, in a big city. No one. No hang outs. Just nothing. Just me, my broken heart and a dream about healthy, good relationship..