These hearts adore Everyone the other beats hardest for

When you finally found someone who actually feels like home you never want to look back, to your past, your past unhealthy relationships. I dont think i ever been in a relationship where sex isn't a priority to me. I always thought its the only time where i can be the closest to someone. I was wrong. What i mean by this this weekend my bf was with me, we had a sleepover and cuddled. I always hated cuddling with anyone because i was too close to someone and i didn't like to hear their heartbeat and breathing. He is the first person where i dont experience this. I dont think i ever slept better than when i was laying on his chest and him slowly caressing my shoulder until we fell asleep. I realized he is the person i want to wake up next to for the rest of my life. Kissing is the most intimate thing i ever experienced. But not on the mouth or a makeout. He always kisses my head, forehead and my stomach. I really found my person, my future, my husband, the father of my future kids and the one i want to grow old. Recently i started imagining him as a dad, playing with our kids in the future, taking care of them and just doing everything together as a family. And i realized this is my dream future and i want it with him. This got too long so i just hope everyone finds someone in their life like him.♡

(The title is a The Neighbourhood line, this always gets on my mind since im with him)