Dorm Move In 08/31/2026

Hiiiii. I made a blog post a few weeks ago about how I plan to change in college this year and yada yada yada. I still plan to, I wanna actually enjoy my time here as best I can. But...

I just moved into the dorm and I already just wanna cry. I couldn't talk to my suitemates and I've just officially met my roommate and things are just already silent between us after asking what we're majoring in and where we're from...it got awkward quickly for literally no reason.

I feel like such a loser. Who can't even talk to someone in the same room? Or their suitemates right in front of them...

To be fair, I feel like I'm pretty decent at it usually, so idk why I'm struggling SO much right now. I had all these visions of how well things will go if I just put in the effort, but I'm at such a loss already and nothing is going to plan.

-Blue