another shitty day :(

Went to band practice today, all was hunky dory, since even though band practice is pretty lonely for me, since I don't have any friends at the music school, I was waiting on getting home, so I could take an edible and finally feel a little better. WELL. turns out, my mom, despite having her weed (from the SAME STORE that she bought at the SAME TIME) cant find any of my edibles. I searched everywhere in the house, so did she, and we can't find ANYTHING. I feel miserable. getting high is the only thing I have to look forward to. I don't have any friends, (besides one who ignores me to go on Tumblr all day), I can't go anywhere, I can't do anything, and even my online friends are ignoring me. today sucked, but so will tomorrow, and the next day -_-