Mini update about monophobia

I just got a text saying "stay strong" bro stay strong for what the only thing on my mind is to die rn it's that fkn bad and the only thing u can say is stay strong???!! I feel like a fkn joke gosh I hate my brain 

Now she's saying "next time imma bring you" my fkn ass dude like u where the one who knew I can't be alone you where the one who told I couldn't come gosh I'm going home rn to shitty apartment I hate my fkn life 

I honestly just rahhhh