bleh

There are roots on my insides and they keep me awake, it's getting anoying as I started feeling them more and more, they go through my throat and make me wanna throw up, they laugh at me. They know they have control over me and I hate the feeling but there's nothing I can really do but wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait

When does this stop? I hate it so much.

I don't even know what kind of tree will come out, if it ever does, and i don't like not knowing the fruits i'll get 

Bleh