midnight rambles #1 o_O

i need 2 start adjusting to a proper sleep schedule since school's coming soon T_T (i say, not adjusting my sleep schedule at all, and choosing to write this blog instead)

im a professional night owl so i made a matcha ube latte for tonight and the ube stained my fingers!! i literally cant wash it off. it makes my ring finger look pink :p 

also! frw has a little photos section :o ive been posting little filtered edits over there (which i only have two rn. LOL) //friends u can add me there if youd like! just look for eden*10 :]

i usually have a lot of things to say during the night. its one of my favorite and least favorite qualities about myself. my brain wanders a lot to the point of no return, and sometimes my thoughts can be quite upsetting.

im diagnosed with ocd (amongst other things) and im currently on medication for it. its safe to say i basically have less thoughts now xD which is super weird!!! i love talking and thinking (when its convenient) but give me a few days on prozac and im as quiet as a mouse. idk how 2 feel about it.

i had to stop taking my meds this year at some point but now im back on it. i honestly dont like the side effects i had 2 go thru but im willing to try again so here i am :] cheers to decent mental health!

me and my auntie went outside the other day and she got me a bunch of makeup products. im not wearing any right now but she told me to practice so i can "look presentable" for uni, so i think ill do that later today. she also says strictly no eyeliner!!!! i usually have guyliner but i dont really see a reason to wear it at home o-o do u guys know how hard it is to wear eyeliner without tearing up. its an admirable skill and i respect anyone who has the time for that everyday. im very scared of you.

im thinking of getting new glasses or eye contacts but both of them r super expensive. im living off of my bday money still. also i heard its recommended to get both as using eye contacts exclusively is exhausting @_@

anyway im planning on spending my night reading fanfiction. i should be asleep in an hour. oh man and i gotta make plans for the day. aaaaaa D: too much 2 think about!!!!

i hope ur doing well dear reader :] i appreciate everyone who has interacted w me on here