some art, some life updates.

as for life updates... well, its been A Lot. i won't get into most of it, but a lot of things have been happening in my personal life all at once and its kind of overwhelming. i feel like after my dog died last month, shit just Progressively got worse. thank god i don't have to deal with a new school year starting on top of Everything going on, that'd be fucking awful.

i remember when i turned 20 years old, in my head i was like, "oh thank god, i'm not a teenager anymore so surely life won't be nearly as filled with drama as it has been" and yet, somehow grown ass adults are even worse than teenagers. there are people who think they own the concept of things, and go out of their way to bother others who try to take "Their Thing". so awfully high school.

its. So insanely frustrating that people care so deeply about being unique. like damn, i get it. most people have the nature to want to stand out, do something special, Be Something. but you aren't going to achieve that by sending someone anonymous hate messages because they also made a bug furry. like, at least do it directly so i can tell you how stupid you're being lol

not that such stupid issues are bothering me that much, its mostly just. my dog. and the fact that opening most social media apps means i get bombarded with a bunch of posts about recalled products, awful things happening, or people spouting hateful bullshit for no good reason. its just so tiring bro

Ok damn i did Not mean to rant. i guess i just had a lot on my mind! sorry for the serious blog post, i'll probably come back and edit this later. its just nice to shout out into the void sometimes.