fallow land

good morning world

i woke up from a pretty odd dream. i don't remember much about it but i remember it had something to do with fish

for breakfast this morning i had ihop. it's okay. i like denny's more.

i have to go to work in a little over an hour, which i don't super want to. i feel exceptionally ragged today.... i think i was just restless last night. those fish........

there's not enough greenery around where i live. it's all pretty doomed commercial district adjacent. at work it's the same. just pavement, building, building, pavement..... it's really pretty ugly. i'm hoping to get out to the coast again soon so i can see something that isn't just cement forever.

i worry my future's as good as sealed. i don't hate my job necessarily but i do hate the surroundings. i'm just not sure where else to look. i'd like a job working for some nature conservation group, like a salmon hatchery... i was going to college for marine biology but it's just too expensive for me ( ´_ゝ`)

today's word is NAVIGATION

current outside climate is 68 degrees fahrenheit, 20 degrees celsius. not terrible. i'd like it a little colder

8.23.26
sunday
10:14 AM

much love