a pattern i've noticed

let me preface this by saying that: i love my fellow queers and am not upset about any of this..
i've noticed that mostly transfems have crushes on me, i love all my girls, but i've never ever met another transmasc liking me like that . doesnt make me upset, i honestly prefer sapphic relationships over a damn cis man drooling over me. it's like, the girls see me as a femboy (again, not mad) but the men see me as a toy. it feels i'm only ever fetishized with cis people, male or female. but, no trans person i know has been so ..gross..with me... which i very much appreciate!  i'm gonna be honest, my brain and relationship attachments with people make it easier for transfems to love, i dont not love transmascs but i. hm. i'm abrosexual so its hard to think about all the time, right now i suppose i'd be fem leaning, attraction-wise. i've dated One transmasc before but it wasnt really anything..just experimenting... i've tried out dating cis men, never ended well.. i've dated a cis girl Once and it was also sad..better than a man though of course..fuck, lol...  ahhh.... i guess this post is me just realizing i like females over males.. anyway.. i love my girls and the gays