Are you not social or you don't talk with people in your social circle cuz they're boring like shit?

i hate normies 

did anyone think about this? recently i was wondering why i can talk with me im my mind for like hours or whole days but in the school i can't talk how i want like idk how explain it, people on my school are soooooooooo boring im not interested in talking to them but it's not that i ignore them or that i hate them with all my soul (but i hate noisy people (they're nosiy))

and something made me realise that the problem is not enterily me it's because i don't find anyone interesting some months ago like in november i knew a friend that was sooooo amazing to find, she was the only one that i really wanted to talk i was so happy for finding her but i think she doesn't want to know about me now. :''l i miss her so much

everyone are like noisy kids that don't want to have a deep talk about life they only talk about partys, boyfriend/girlfriends stuff, gossips, football, and some other things

idk how to explain everyone is sooo normie is the only word that i have to describe it, i was trying to talk some deep life stuff with people on my class but nobody like to hear about things tat are not normie, i know that everyone here pretend to fit in its so like  why? why can't they be like they want? is the fear of what the other can say that big? 

i hope my lost friend is okay idk why she dissapear like she wasn't someone important to me why do some people do that? i don't get it 

escribo en ingles pq la mayoria aqui habla ingles :VV