caligo practice

okay so looks like the rest of caligo aren't as invested in the meal haven bash as i am. i'm just frustrated with the rest of my band. i'm basically the only one in the band with heavier sensibilities (if you even want to call it that) other than my lead guitarist kenji and it frustrates me. i'm not trying to become the next maroon 5. they seem to wanna focus more on commercial gigs and don't put effort into the heavier stuff. i don't know. as the only songwriter too, its kind of frustrating having to write every song. we worked on an original today at practice and we worked on a riff that we came up with as a band and i sat in the corner coming up with lyrics. that part of practice was alright. i love my bandmates, they're brothers to me. but fuckkk can they get on my nerves sometimes. either way, i'm tired, and i need a joint (stash ran out and i'm broke T-T).