rambling

this is gonna be super boring i lowk don’t know what i should make this look like.. i just wanna talk okay so don’t judge and keep freaking reading

i sit down sometimes and wonder why i don’t make friends… then i realize im genuinely super mean but dont realize until after.. i need to stop being like that

i want friends i really do i just can’t.. maintain it? 

i feel like im wiring a poem.. kinda like that one girl i forgot her name but no one likes her.. i mean i understand why, who poems about not wanting to homework? anyways im gonna be quiet now okay bye