why?

As it's almost about to be school in one week, I'm literally scared because I'm going to high school for the first time ever. and the thing is I am absolutely terrified I know I'm going to have to see my friends and there's a possibility that I may not. because the school either wants me and my friends not to be in the same class which I will absolutely hate.' cause I love my friends. And I appreciate them very much but the one thing I do not is socializing. I am a introvert at heart even though despite most of my attitude says otherwise. but I mostly am trying to deal with thinking of how I am going to dress up to show hey this is who I am deal with it. I just can't work with anything in my very Big wardrobe but filled with clothes I don't know how to use them to fit my style. And basically, what my parents said was hey let's just give her a whole bunch of clothes that do not have anything that she likes on them because we find them weird. And I love my parents but seriously but mostly I'm just going to work with the clothes I have honestly, until my parents finally let me go to the store and let me choose my own clothes And I'm not goanna choose anything that is too provocative or against their rules cause Christian family household. 

Oh and I do hope everyone else's first day of school goes well and hope you guys stay safe! Adios.