first few days of school & social anxiousness

so far its been lit . turns out my classes DID change right on the first day and they arnt too bad ! everyones so chill its crazy theyre just doing their own shit i guess middle n elementary ppl were overreacting heavy lol .. nobody rly discriminates on me compared to few years ago and now that im with all my friends we hang every lunch like before and ive never been so happy . 

#tbh i do have sum friend crushes ( where you really REALLY wanna b with someone like a crush but its only in a friend way ) on these goth emo scene people that lurk around the school but ahhhhhh im so scared to talk to them cus theyre so cool and they got aura and shid but my swag is like straight dumpster rn and also idk if theyre upperclassmen or weird or toxic whatnotwhatnot but on the other side who knows maybe theyre not . i'll probably give it a try soon ? 

but yeah shits light work . for now...