I miss my dad😭

Its been 9 months since my dad died

i hope he hasnt been causing problems for our family up in paradise😂 i lost him last year on november 10th so it was hard during thanksgiving, mom's birthday, christmas and my birthday. I am 28 years old now and my mom celebrated their anniversary of 40 years without dad for the first time.

it fucking sucks but i have his ashes with me. I can finally yell at him and he wont yell at me back😂 i usually handle sadness with dark humor and i know that my dad is always with me and looking out for me. I do miss us playing call of duty togther along with my uncle james... I do play sometimes but it can be hard. I know my uncle hasnt played since his passing.

which i understand... I wish he could see me walk down the aile when i get married this thanksgiving. I love you dad🌸 i miss you everyday. Keep watching over mom and I. Just know we are in good hands😇