the end..

Okay guyss, soo i dumped him.... it was like in june but i didnt think about writing it here. So like after some time with him i started understanding that he was flirting with me because his ex broke up with him, it annoyed me so bad especially with me having a crush on him and stuff, i kept overthinking things about us and i was getting tired. So one day, he sent me a tik tok saying "when they say boys and girls cant be friends but theres us" and THAT was my LAST straw, i understood that nothing would happen so i just decided to dump him. I told him, "i dont think i wanna be just friends" then "actually i dont think i wanna be anything with you". Since he was acting confused, asking me what happened and shit, i told him: "even if its not on purpose, i feel like youre flirting with me so im getting confused and honestly i dont want our friendship to work like that. I dont think it could work in general"

THEN THIS MF HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME "but i thought you were already over me, i mean i did ask you if you had a crush on me but i thought you moved on" (mind you that day when he asked if i had a crush on him i told him i only wanted to be friends) AND THIS MADE ME SOO MAD CUZ WHO TF DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO THINK AND BE SURE THAT I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOUR ASS WITHOUT ANY PROOFS???? i wanted to show him that he wasnt shit at all bc mind you that nga aint even slightly good looking (only i found him hot and tbh i dont even know what got into me bc that nga is MADDD UGLYY). So i told him "i never had a crush on you [name], thats why it makes me so uncomfortable, because im not interested in you" and he said "oh so i was just acting like an asshole" YES. YES YOU WERE!!!! just because your girl broke up with you you think its okay to go flirt with your friend ??? wtf am i ? a second option ???? HELL NAH GTFO.

So yeah thats how it ended, im no longer talking to him. Im definitely planning on CONCENTRATING this time at school, no more crush, no more boys, i dont think im ready yet honestly, plus boys at that age are soo immature. And even if i do get a crush on a guy, ill be more careful cuz i deserve better fr 😭 (all the guys i had a crush on treated me like shit and i stayed EVERY SINGLE TIME)