for what reason would i want my moods stabilized when instability feels this good?
mental illness is like my own personal motherfucking rollercoaster
all i want at the moment is to draw emotions from people who intrigue me but want nothing other than a good time
my soul is most alive when all you want is my skin and all i want is your insides
apparently having your body-as-a-refuge phase isnt too hard when you look like joan jett and write like ginsberg
still wish my psychic connection would see me the same, but what other ways are there to fill the void?
i wouldn't go as far as casting a spell over the city when they're busy giving their love to anyone
everyone
but me
here i remain, in a state of chronically not-quite
vodka tears have bleached me eternally. a ghost, a corpse. reanimate me, my angel, resurrect me.
xoxo, 4real
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