echoing my thoughts - blog entry 1

Context: So this is going to be a place where I share my thoughts as a means to feel relaxed 

title: what went wrong ?

I don't understand what happened to me, I was great bright kid with a good set of friends a couple of years ago, after that I switched cities and now I am just miserable, I gained a lot of weight, stopped hanging out with people and now I ignore the few friends I have for no reason, I can't study and all I do is masturbate and watch movies. everyday I am asking myself WTF happened ?

I am currently at such a low point in my life and I have no idea how to get out of it, I think but can't seem to find an answer, I am wayy behind on class stuff I am reaching obesity and I can't seem to do anything except watch movies and TV shows 

this is why I am going to be writing these blogs of my everyday progress and will try to fix myself on the way 

I know I should keep this stuff private but who cares, it's not like I am telling my identity, I am just saving this online for my sake 

so here's the question for you : what should I fix first ?
(thank you for reading till here :3)