future thots

wassup guys 

I'm lowk treating y'all like a personal diary atp, I mean isn't that literally the only reason people blog? to shout at the top of my lungs that im deeply insecure and hope that one day ill be able to look prime Megan fox. It'll never happen but not bad for wishful thinking, either way I think I could settle for Alexa demie pretty either way, idk she's so cunt. I wanna be cunt but I guess I haven't unlocked my inner bitch just yet, n e wayz this isn't what I wanted to talk about. My main thing is that im going to big boy school not too soon (? is that the freaking saying? idk help) and its sooo freaking scary like wdym im becoming a adult and can't use the excuse ' but im a minor ' for the rest of my life ?? like wtfff -- I also didn't know colleges had like separate fucking buildings not only that but I lowk didn't choose my classes and settled for wtv tf they gave me.. that might bite me in the ass later but like idk!! now my j*b is up my butt abt only working HOLIDAYS.. like wtf!! not only that but they're DEMOTING me ?!?!??!?!? 

so I learned the management role for no freaking reason, I can't even bitch at customers anymore for no reason -- JOKE! maybe.. idk -- look, if you yell at me im not sorry for what comes out my mouth or where my fist connects. its like 2 am and I wish I could tell y'all how much bs they're putting me through. like they couldn't have at least given me some strawberry flavored lube before they decided to fuck me ???? >.> I would've settled for birthday cake flavored one too but I guess im too much of a dirty skank to get any kind in general.. so long story short im being a whiny piss baby because they're gonna pay me 10 bucks a hour instead of my usual 13.. 

wtv xoxo, gossip girl ig