Highschool

Okay look, school starts again soon and like I recently came out to some people but I don't want people to still see me as a Girl yk. I know the people who knew me pre-trans will know ofc but I have people so see me as a dude. Idk if its my hair or my face but I'm trying to get there and seem passing BUT ITS SO HARD. Like what the heck and like Im not out to my mom so I most def cant ask her. Lwk shes gone mad. When ever she sees a trans person she wont respect the pronouns and like shes just doesn't seem it to be rude. Whatever she just thinks I'm still in my tom-boy phase which is fine. But God am I scared to go back to school post transition. High-key freaking out. because if I do go to school with a flat chest and what looks like to be a "print", people who know me will notice and what if I get made fun of or shammed or genuinely ruined. I mean this is a time where everyone is on social media and people are rude now. And on top of that, I'm in a RED STATE and idgaf about who you vote for or where you stand but like we all know MOST not ALL trump people and Jesus people are really against people like me. idk I'm freaking out.