after a surgery or an operation whatever you call it

i got into a weird surgery. i had a lot of self harm scars from a couple years ago. ive always been so ashamed of them. i always felt shitty because of that. after a while my parents let me get a surgery to remove/cover up those scars. i went to the hospital 2-3 days ago i really cant remember its kind of blurry for me. they gave me narcosis before the surgery. after that, i dont remember much. first they removed a big piece of skin from my thigh to cover my arm but i cant remember that part. i remember waking up in that room. the operating room was really cold and i was shaking like a leaf. they gave me a warm blanket which helped a lot. then i was awake for 2 hours during the surgery, and it sucked. it really hurt too, which is expected. i cant move my left arm and leg right now. being bedridden even for a short period of time is depressing. being healthy is really so important. but im happy i got rid of my scars. they kept reminding me of the bad things that happened. now its all good