I hate my ex so bad bro

i feel like i need to talk about it because of how horrible he was

he is genuienly the biggest piece of shit ive ever met like hes lied, manipulated me, SA'd me, i watched his step sister eat food off of his fucking toes and that how i found out i had a huge disgust for feet and now i have a fear of having them around me. i found out he fucked his cousin a couple months ago after we broke up because he wanted to talk shit about me saying that i used him for sex and money (what fucking money.. your unemployed with 0 allowance) and so i did my digging, found his ex on facebook, added her, and asked her about him and she told me that he fucked his cousin and there was a video of it.

not to mention the times he would stalk me constantly on life350 just helicoptering me 24/7 and after school (i go on the bus) he would look at all of my stops and ask "whos house is this" ID ONT FUCKING KNOW IDIOT?? SOME RANDOM KID ON MY BUS?? hes so fucking stupid

i genuinely dk if im childish but when we broke up i tore his shit up and there was all these letters and shit i had up on my walls and his jackets and i just cut them up, ripped them, and poured glitter eyeshadow in his stuff and shook it around. TO BE HONEST.. it may have been childish but we broke up because the week prior i planned to get the courage to leave him because i had really bad stockholm syndrome and i finally woke up and realized it was time to fucking go.

My bsf had blocked him on insta and idk why but he tried to go on her account or sum and saw he blocked her so he got his little step sister to use her friend to flirt with my bsf and get information out of her. when i tell you that was the most childish shit ive EVER heard smb do especially to me?? fuck did i do to you?? and then his last words to me were "i tried to be good enough for you" bitch what yous sa'd me and stalked me and lied to me so many times. 

I was so sick of his constant belitting, he was such an asshole towards me and i cringe looking back at it now.