"I set my clocks early 'cause i know i'm always late"

8/10/26 22:56

Went pool hoping today, funny thing is, i have no clue how to swim. i can dunk my head for about three seconds but there's no guarantee that i wont get water up my nose and in my mouth. skipped therapy so its next week. school starts on the 26th for some fucking reason instead of September 3rd instead of every other school. no matter what i'm going back to school shopping last minute.  i've been meaning to date and time my blogs because it keeps me more mindful and easier to find. also i'm very time blind. so over the summer i switched to the 24 hour clock. and it has definitely helped since you have to memorize and count ( two biggest things i am notoriously bad at)

 if you're wondering why i always highlight the text blue its mostly because the white on black hurts my eyes. been trying to make it more consistent since not much else is. my friend, Elienay, recommended me two books 

one called Suicide notes - By Michael Thomas Ford 

and 

East of the Mountains by David Gutterson.

they are really the only person who i actually read or watch whatever they say I'll like because they're really the only person who gets me so i wont put it off like i do for everything else. You know that hypothetical where if you lost all your memory and had to choose one person to tell you who you are from the start? that person would be them. its dumb, i know. but its true. start surrounding yourself with people wo actually offer great insight and hear what you have to say. you will feel like yourself in no time.

-Rory