gods, deities, words (and myself)

Mon, Aug 10, 2026 (again..)

i have felt lesser pain than this
i have knelt to lesser beings
prayed at the altar until my knees were sore 
from being on the floor

i have seen men speak of false prophecies
and speak of malice and envy towards one another
yet, they seem more content than i ever was
spewing words that of no worth
than i,
words of feeling and vulnerability

but i digress
i want there to be a god
and if he was real
i hope he'd understand what picture i am trying to construe