i think i'm being petty (and lazy!)

tried to be very productive today, but i ended up just rolling around on my bed, doomscrolling, and napping. i already promised myself that this weekend i would be going out and checking this cute store i found by taking the wrong route home from yesterday. guess it'll have to wait next weekend.

i figured that maybe being lazy today wasn't that bad. the week was pretty rough and i was sooo tired from work. the only thing that keeps me going was that it pays quite okay. like enough to cover the bills and spend on some silly games that i play haha.

also i'm not so sure if i'm being petty and childish, but i literally can't stand it when someone throws an online tantrum and ignores me instead of talking with me. i literally looked like a fool trying to talk to them only to get ignored like what? is this how "friendship" is like, now? you don't try to talk to your friends when a problem arises?

don't get me wrong, there are times when i just don't have the energy to talk things out but i always tell people that i needed some time and space, and then i'll talk to them when i my head is clear. anyway, whatever. i alraedy blocked that person when i saw them talking shit about me when i tried one last time to join them. i'm saving my peace and i also refuse to ruin my day because of that, too.

oh, and i also ate some fried dumplings that my mom brought home. the sauce lacked that spicy oomph, but it was still delicious and very spicy. now i'm kind of craving for some milk tea too ahhh. should i order or not?