♡ Insomnia is getting worse . . .

I haven't been sleeping properly for almost an entire week. . .

I really tried to get some shut eyes, but the moment I lied down I was restless again, and then the cycle just repeated itself.

I can't even remember how did this issue even get this worse, because even back then even when I couldn't sleep, I at least still managed to go sleep when it was still nighttime. Usually around 2-3am, which was late but it was still something. But now? Somehow I pulled an all-nighter once and it didn't let me go back to my normal sleep schedule again. I kept staying up through the nights, sleeping through the day, waking up again when it's late afternoon—and the cycle just continued.

I hate it—of course I hate it. 

Sure, I'm not the best when it came to trying to make myself a schedule. But with how much this has been torturing my own physical health these whole days, I really just want my normal sleep routine back again. 

I can't even get melatonin since I don't think it's possible at the moment, so now I only one choice left: Brute forcing the day without getting any naps no matter how tired I am. It made me feel awful, sleepy as well, but aside from that I had no idea what else can I do. I'm trying my best to stay awake since it's just afternoon at the current time being, but still, the lack of proper sleep is getting to me and I don't want this to go on anymore.

I'll see what I can do about it, right now I just hope that everything will be fine soon. . .