Fuck summer

I can't take this heat anymore.I haven't left the house since school ended. It's so unbearably hot outside I can't even spend 5 minutes in our garden without feeling like I'm about to throw up faint and burn alive, let alone go anywhere. I'm not particularly outgoing nor extroverted, but I still like to explore nearby woods or go to the mall once in a while.

This isolation is genuinely driving me mad. I didn't think I would ever be this eager to go outside. In fact, this is the lifestyle I normally lead. I prefer staying home far far away from everyone, doing nothing... but regardless of my comfort zone, unfortunately I'm still human, with a silly human brain. One that goes insane if all it can do for 2 months is walk back and forth between a bedroom and kitchen. 

Not to mention It's hot inside too, and although it's more bearable, it still makes it hard to do anything somewhat enjoyable. It's making my depression so much worse. Right when I was starting to feel a tiny bit less miserable. 

Honestly I can't believe I'm saying this, but I wish summer would be over and I could just go back to school already (The fact that this sentence even crossed my mind just proves I've lost it completely.)