stupid stupif rant again

im at my sister's military graduation and its so fucking boring. my stupid ass aunt and grandma are literally making us stay in this park in the heat. For over 4 hours. Nothing to do and nothing to say. im so fucking bored and sweaty irratated, and not only that but i can't even wash my hands because the stupid bathrooms dont have soap. 

So I feel so disgusting and I am not eating with my dirty ass hands. I want to wash my hands so bad. I feel super super irritated. Not only that but I can't even talk to my sister and things are awkward. ugh I want to go home so bad. 

I wanted to go the arcade so bad.