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i'm getting my first vaccination dose today -- i shouldn't be as worried as i am, because logically i basically already know how it's gonna effect (affect?) me, but i'm still worried. it's my anxiety getting the best of me -- saying like, 'oh it's gonna be awful and terrible,' when logistically i'll probably just like, be really tired for a couple of days. honestly i think it's just all the fear-mongering my mom planted in me. yay conservatives, am i right? bleugh
anyway on a lighter note, i organized all of my kandi beads by color! my dad gave me an old tackle box of his that he doesn't use anymore b/c he doesn't rly fish anymore, so i spent like. almost five hours yesterday, i'm pretty sure, sorting them all out by color. it's not perfect, i know i missed some of them / some of them are probably in the wrong spots, b/c it's hard to tell with semi-transparent beads (and also i have trouble w/ telling the difference between reds pinks and oranges anyway) but, looooook!!!
exciting and satisfying, right? it is to me, at least. that's half a season of drag race's worth of bead organization -- yes, i was watching drag race while i did it. i rewatched season 4 of all stars. i still don't really agree with the top picks for that season but, c'est la vie.*
*(i think that's the gayest sentence i've ever said -- wrote? -- in my entire life thus far. fun.)
anyway anyway, i'm gonna continue my markiplier fnaf playlist binge and drink some water and try to chill out, b/c it does no one any favors if i'm freaked the hell out at my vax appointment.
lives it loves it
-patch
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