summer is ALMOST!!!!!! OVER!!!!!!!! 💔💔💔💔💔💔

I HAVENT TALKED HERE IN A WHILE HELLO stuff has happened. this place is honestly just a place for me to life update i dont use this as often as i should </3

ok so i got diagnosed with adhd ansd ummm my therapist thinks i have ocd as well (last entry here was definitely an ocd spiral im cringing out) but i dont have an official diagnosis yet. but we're counting it. yay fun times. umm we're figuring out accommodations idk if i wanna go on meds we're figuring it out it's all cool

i've been. OBSESSED with minecraft and drawing nothing but dsmp and smplive stuff because idk nostalgia??? and hyperfixation??????? i need to draw more but deltarune chapter 5 has me in its clutches and imm afraid im not gonna make it out still with a minecraft hyperfixation. i've rewatched almost every single technoblade dsmp stream its kinda crazy

i need to work on my neocities because it's been a minute since i've touched that and i've had ZERO motivation to do anything html/css wise. i also wanna go on linux but im afraid of file transfer and i dont know i think i'll do something wrong. anyways um this is really long holy rant

umm school starts THE 31ST AAAAA im so scared im not ready i dont wanna be a seniorrrr i have to do college things im so scared. i just wanna draw minecrafters forever. YOU CANT MAKE ME GO BACK YOU CANYT MAKE ME. im excited for early release and thaaaatts about it....... and like my new classes possibly. i miss my favorite teacher and my school friends thats about it

summer has been hot and gross and uimmm im very excited for fall clothing and the freedom that comes with busses but for now. i'll enjoy no school. and draw and play minecrat and never leave my room for a month. oh also i saw cake (the band. y'know going the distance and stuff) in concert a while ago and im seeing violent femmes thats cool. OK THIS IS A RANT I HAVE TO LEAVE

idk when i'll be here again i'm hoping iiiii will??? work on my neocities sometime soon so when you copy the link you dont just see a wip page and get disappointed. thank you goodnight

currently listening to: rant - bo burnham