OH MY GOD THEY CONFESSED

hey guys :33333 how have we been :33333333 ive been so swell everything is becoming a LOT OHHH MY GOD OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD AAHAHHAHAAA

SO

GUESS WHO JUST FOUND OUT A HAS A MUTUAL CRUSH WITH THEM!!!!!!!!! AAUGRHAHRHAHHEHAHRHAHRHSHGJGOTOWIRI

i woke up this morning, feeling very groggy, looked at my discord messages because thats what i usually do in the morning :3

i see i have ONE SINGULAR NOTIFICATION FROM THEM!!! im sat there like awh FUCK because last time they sent me a dm was when they were asking me why ive been COMPLIMENTING THEM SO MUCH HAHAHAAAA that was an embarrassing day 🥹

so with this in mind and my little sorrow fest i had last night realised that i wasnt really exactly ready for a relationship (we WILL get back to this) i just sorta sighed and was like “cant be that important right??”

i take one glance

all i see are the words “I cant take it anymore”

and their fursona’s ear and a heart next to it

I IMMEDIATELY CLOSED THE DM

..

aaaAAAHAHHAHHAHHHHHHAHH

SAFE TO SAY I TALKED TO J AGAIN AND HAD THEM READ THE MESSAGE OUT TO ME BECAUSE I GOT SO NERVOUS 💔

anyway so i got so flustered and worried that i decided to clean my ENTIRE ROOM just so i could regulate, then i called J to do the reading ritual or something like that

A

IS THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER HELLO???????

THEY DREW THEIR FURSONA EMBARRASSED HOLDING A LITTLE LOVE NOTE SAYING “LUV YOO”?????? IM ALSO THE SWEETEST AND KINDEST PERSON THEYVE EVER MET??????????? IRRGRGHRHHH IM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM I CANT DEALWITHTHIS BRO 

UHM SO it took me the entire day to reply to them, because honestly i was REALLY nervous obviously  but ANYWAYS

TOLD THEM THAT I CURRENTLY LIKE THEM BACK!!! however explained to them that i wasnt really ready for a relationship as in my past ones ive done vvvvverryy senile things that i am not proud of 💔

I VERY MUCH GET INTO A DELUSIONAL STATE WHEN IN LOVE!!!! the honey moon stage for me goes wild but anyways hahaaa………. IM OKAY NOW PLEASE DONT WORRY they said that theyre fine with waiting and just urhgehhrnf. fnne sn theyre SO RESPECTFUL I FUCKING CAANNNNTTTTTTTT AAHAHHAAAAHH COVERS MY FACE WITH MY PALMS LIKE AN ANIME TWINK!!!!!!!!!!!!

uhm and then i was playing minecraft with my friends and i sent them the drawings i made of us as a way to get my feelings out, AND THEY CALLED THEM CUTE then wanted to CALL ME and OHHHHOHOH MY GOD BRO AUAGHH

most EMBARRASSING CALL OF THE YEAR SO FAR!!! aahahAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMS SO LOUDLY

i was just kinda rambling to them about how flustered ive been and they asked me if they could DOWNLOAD THE PHOTOS???? WAAGAHEHHAHHHEH MAAANNNNN 

THEN WE TALKED A BIT MORE AND I HAVE A STIM WHERE I SAY “im will” AND I USUALLY SAY IT WHEN IM STRESSED AND SWEAR ON MY LIFE THEY SAID “and i love will!!” AHHHHH AAHHAHHAHHHH AHHH AHHH AAHHHHAH AAAHHHHH AAAAAAAHHHHHH

IM SO

NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (lie)

COUGH anyways uhm so i played chapter 2 of deltarune for a bit (REALLY FUNNY CHAPTER i like it :3) which is A’s fav chapter jheheeahrhjesheheh I CAN SEE WHY!!!

deltarune distracted me from all the adrenaline building up in my chest, uhm, then i STOPPED PLAYING cause it was 12 and i was GETTING SLEEPY

they told me that if i wanted to sleep it was fine, secretly swooned over their voice again, said they had a LOT TO DRAW, then i asked them out on another DATE, THEN FINALLY ENDED THE NIGHT BY SAYING THAT I LOVED HIM

AAAAAAHAHHAHHEHAUTJSJJTUAUTUSUFUDUFUJWUTJE EEIHANTI AT 846/&!usuzjjshN chhzbBebjdhhszbbz 

ITS SO

OVER???? WERE SO BACK??????? I DONT FFUCKING KNOW MAN WAARFWHHHEH

SO NOW IM SEEING THEM IN PERSON AGAIN ON THURSDAY :33333333 IM SO NERVOUS FOR THURSDAYS AAHHAHAAAAHHH

uhm okay thats all i have to ramble about to night, i WILL talk about them more probably, its 1:30am i need to SLEEP GOODNIGHT WORLD