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I'm doing good!

My therapist said I've been doing really good. 


I finally got in control of doing food prep regularly. 
She's noticing that I'm doing steps in place to better myself without her telling me. 
She also said I'm doing so much better handling my emotions and letting them past. 

I used to talk to her every other week but she was like I'm not a therapist who keeps clients along once they're doing better so let's meet next month just to make sure you're staying on the right track.

I love that I found such a lovely women to tell her about my fears and everything. 

I'm also doing better of controlling my anxiety, I get overwhelmed if things are out of order, so to prevent this is to do at least 1 chore a day. 

If that's laundry or varooming or cleaning windows.

I'm just really proud of how far I've come since maybe 2 years ago.
I used to just lock myself in my room because I was worried my emotions would be too intense for my roommates and doing that I let things pile up adding to my depression. 
I also didn't enjoy spending time with myself, I wasn't having fun doing activities alone.

Now I'm excited to work on hobbies for fun. I'm excited to make ugly things to put around my room. 
I'm excited to film videos about certain pieces of clothes. 
How I got it, the brand and, how the item makes me feel when I wear it. 

I'm just looking forward to living my life for once! 
I spent so many years wanting it to end and finally I'm happy to be here. 

love ya guies, thanks for reading. 


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