my trip! +BIRBSSSSSS

haha longass title go brrrr

i'm going to skip the first weekend because. i want to separate my personal, familial and religious life from the demonic bitch i am online so. we don't talk about that! but on THURSDAY which was like. what did we even do. no wait WEDNESDAY was our train ride and I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!! we met a bunch of deaf and mute people on the train and befriended them and played fun games like Mr. White (which a pretty girl introduced me to:3) and also apparently people who know sign language are fucking goated at dumb charades so guess what. GUESS WHAT. oh this fucking blew my mind. they literally act scenes out WITH JUST THEIR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS ITS FUCKING INSANE??!?

i was so happy there were a few people there who were speaking and could communicate with us because i'd have been totally lost otherwise. back during lockdown, i did used to take ISL (indian sign language) classes but i quickly gave up after a year and then didn't practice (because i didn't have anyone to practice with) and forgot everything. also my sign name is literally just smart+glasses. it;s so fucking stereotypical i wanna cry

but yeah sign language is so cool! there was a little girl there (who had ZERO understanding of indoor voice btw (we had to constantly shush her because BOY WAS SHE LOUD)) whose parents were both deaf (which explains why she does not have an indoor voice) and she was like. idk it's really commendable because she was only eight years old but had to take care of certain needs of her parents. i think it's very unfair for parents with disabilities to project their entire caretaking needs onto their young, not even yet-hit-double-digits children but then again, what else much can they do? the father drives and is very self-sufficient, and i couldn't meet the mother because she was sleeping but. they were a good family. i hope the kid grows up well. they have a great support system so most likely will, but i really want that kid to be happy.

god i'm so fucking tired. it's four p.m. here and i've been running on like. maybe eight to nine hours of sleep across twenty-four and i'm ready to fucking collapse. but i;m gonna write this blog, it's going to be longass and fuckass, but i'm gonna fucking do it.

oh right so thursday i took a walk, saw a nice sleek modern wood house owned by this illiterate Kannada woman (i'm assuming it was her son's doing because no fucking way did she have any taste in decor) and she was sweet and offered us (me, my grandma and this nice aunty (and her husband) we were staying with) tea but we declined because i had a fuckass toe problem on my left foot and i had to go home and put hot turmeric oil on that shit AND MY TOENAILS ARE STILL YELLOW FROM ALL THAT HALDI UGHHHH it sucks so much

friday and the weekends was just me meeting a bunch of people and doing things. i did meet my family too on saturday (where the aforementioned monopoly incident happened) and it was okay ig. it was very fuckass and boring. the aunty and uncle we were staying with were much better company despite not being family and just being friends of my grandma. it's like they always say, the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb. family sucks ass. i hate most of mine and i will not be ashamed of it because they are very fuckass people who deserve the dislike.

oooh on sunday, we went to Bangalore's largest mall and IT WAS HUGE. like. huger than my massive balls. not really. oh god that's such a shitty euphemism and it's so sexist and male-centered but. it was fucking huge. like. dinosaur big. and we did. okay i need a nap. i'm gonna be back at night im just fucking exhausted.

its almost eight pm hi. ooh wee mama i took such a fat fucking nap hahahaha i love it HUH there's a problem.

soooooo fuck neocities??? my website seems to have a problem with updating ANYTHING so! here i am, the next day, on nekoweb yayyy!! i think i'm just going to switch here and store all of my photos on postimages instead of using local storage because yikes only 500mb!

anywhoo i'm going to continue! we went to the mall it was so big and so huge and so CROWDED ughhhh we could barely find a place to sit. a guy was performing piano on one corner (i think he was hired and not a volunteer) and i was very intrigued because he was wearing a three piece suit and everything, only for him to start playing Perfect by Ed Sheeran. so that sorta destroyed my expectations of him. and when that assault on my ears ended and i foolishly hoped he might play something of Mozart or Beethovan or even like idk man something GOOD he fucking played T Swift's Love Story audihufrihg i was SO disappointed

we headed to this Sri Lankan place after the mall (where we ate a fuckass margherita pizza for like 380 (that's 4 USD if you need a measure of how fuckass it is) and the only good thing was that the bread was super flavorful and crusty and very delicious actually. i don't usually like pizza crust but i liked this and twas nice(ish)) but it was FUCKING EXPENSIVE!!! very much so oh my god what do you mean i have to pay NINE HUNDRED RUPEES FOR FOUR STICKS OF CHICKEN!??!?!? thats almost 9USD and okay maybe it's cheap to you American fucks (i hate your country very much, so don't take the hate personally (unless you're MAGA, in which case GO FUCKING ROT IN A HOLE AND DIE)) but it's like. ridiculously expensive. i can get an awesome portion of chicken chili indo-chinese style for only 3USD and that actually fills my stomach AND tastes fucking amazing.

so yeah we just headed to this Arabian place, got some chicken malai tikka and a biriyani sorta thingy (they don't call it biriyani but i forgot what they call it) and it was good haha

on MONDAY, we headed to the top of a mountain! we hiked all the way to a temple at the top, not to pray there or anything cuz we ain't Hindu, but we just hiked for the view. AND WAS IT A FUCKING BANGER VIEW!! it was so good ughhhhdnfiuu i loved it so much. the wind was whipping my hair into this perfect bedhead, i was wearing this jumper thingy i really liked and i got to sit on rocks! very cool huge rocks which seemed to defy gravity and were just awesome to look at! and it would have been perfect EXCEPT I SAW THIS FUCKASS COUPLE SITTING AND SMOOCHING THERE UIEGRIUHGIGN AND IT TOTALLY FUCKING RUINED THE EXPERIENCNENIUEFG i told my friends cuz i was fucking FUMINGNGNGN that i even posted a picture of my location on instagram (which i usually NEVER do but i was fucking pissed ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ) about it and they were like. calling me a hater. WHICH OKAY I AM! I AM TOTALLY A HATER FOR FUCKASS COUPLES but guhhhh could you literally not find any other place to do your nasty mouth-sucking shit??? why desecrate nature??? GO FUCKING CANNIBALIZE EACH OTHER DONT FUCKING MAKE ME WATCH YOUR DISGUSTING SHIT IN A PUBLIC LOCATIONS??? (╯‵□′)╯︵┴─┴

I FUCKING HIKED TO THE TOP OF A MOUNTAIN TO FUCKING ESCAPE MY SHITTY LIFE and i see this shit. this. this fucking fuckass fucktard shit. niuifg IM SO MAD IM STILL MAD EVEN THO ITS BEEN DAYS BECAUSE MY FUCKTARD OF A COUSIN BROTHER TEXTED ME AND WAS LIKE heyy why don't we normalize public affection between couples:) and i was like MALLS AND SHIT ARE PUBLIC, A MOUNTAIN SHOULD FUCKING COUNT AS PRIVATE IF YOU HAVE TO HIKE FOR TWENTY MINUTES TO REACH THERE???? BUT nooo hey if they hiked all that way they deserve to have a reward:) BUT LIKE OH MY GOD JUST GO HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO KISS IN A MALL INSTEAD OF FUCKING DOING THIS SHIT IN NATUREIUWBFBFRGB ( ◺˰◿ )

it was so upsetting that mise felt the need to speak haha but atleast the pretty view was nice:)

TUESDAY, we uhhhh. hold on i forgot. what did we even do bro. okay fuck it time has no meaning and meaning is meaningless so i',m, just. also i'm still very frustrated because my neocities isn't working AND I DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHY WHEN IT'S PERFECTLY WORKING FOR EVERYONE ELSENEIFDBGRBESG so um. fucking hell don't tell me spacehey is better than this shit ughhhfufng.

sorry im like. i'm so hung up over neocities not working. i just stalked their subreddit and foiuind that it may be a region-block so i'm downloading Proton VPN as we speak and figuring it out.