Thoughts

Real Talk, i don’t what to do..

I have a best friend, we are so close and we know Everything about the other. We we are really like two twins. Now we are both in a „friend group“. And my best friend and antother friends are together with two biys of this group. And everytime we meet together its so horrible.. like it like i were nit there. And everytime When i see they are without me it seems like thier had the time of my live. I mean yes im the only alt person and the oldest. But it hurt me so much bcs that are my only Friends. And im siting always alone at home. While they have thier fun of they lives.

Maybe im just a bit egoistic.