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i'm going to write more positive things this time because i look so depressed! i've been having trouble sleeping lately. but i think it's fun, at least during night. because i feel sooo tired during the day. but i do take naps which makes me feel happy. i love cooking. i love making raspberry and chocolate macarons, creme caramel and pretty much every single dessert. i made some mayo tuna onigiri today. it was my first time trying them but they turned out really good. i want to make tacos too. i LOVE tacos. i loooove sweets but i love spicy foods too. im not very picky when it comes to food. i love eating. but still im very skinny. i actually do like myself and nearly everyone my age tells me positive things about me but most elderly people dont. they say that i should gain some weight TwT im 167cm tall and weigh around 47kg. i DO know i'm pretty underweight but i dont look sick or unhealthy. im healthy! i play tennis a lot and im confident about it! i hope that i can play in tournaments some day. i missed my friends soo much. i want to hang out with them again! i want to arrange a picnic with them. i always plan things because my friends are so lazy. but i love them. though i got mad at one of them today. i've shared one of the secrets im ashamed of the most with her and she didnt keep it a secret. i'm very sensitive when it comes to things like that