emo 2009 video throwback *historic*

i went down a youtube rabbithole.

does anyone remember watching these types of videos in 2009-2012??

emo love story (sims 2) video from 2009 

*please note i am only talking about the first 30 seconds of the video, not the rest in this paragraph* 

im so fucking lucky that when i became a teenager in 2013 i had a best friend. we had moments like earlier in the video, where we would sit in a field together. everything is so important. we became friends because we both liked paramore. no one else in my school liked them. except her. i was destroyed when she moved away.

i feel like i was able to have so many beautiful and special things in my life and i had no idea how lucky i was to have it. it was truly so special. i miss her so much. we are still close and in october we will be seeing hayley williams together :)

grateful

so much love everywhere and despite dark times, theres so much beauty

also i just watched the video after not paying attention bc i was writing this, uhh they were making out for like 3/4 of the whole video LMFAOOOOOO I DIDNT REALIZE

thank you

xxx 

alina