How I feel about enhypen these days

I remember exactly how I felt on March 10th this year... it was so bad that I thought it was a prank or something because this can't be real. 

Since that Heeseung thing happened, I've boycotted HYBE, and I still do... I listened to their (ENHYPEN and Heeseung) new songs on YouTube, but not on official channels like those colour-coded lyric videos. 

I listened to Bloody Paradise preview in a reel, and I loved it... Heeseung would've been so good in that with them, but 💔 

Some engenes say we should respect their opinion about the whole thing, especially after what Jungwon said in his live earlier and move on, but it isn't that easy...and we're not sure if that's their own opinion too (not saying the company is forcing them to do something because we don't know that too, but ykwim?). I just see it doesn't make sense because Jungwon has been the biggest OT7, but now he's saying they're six??

But in the end, I'll keep supporting all seven members with all my life, and they'll forever stay seven in my memories.

I just hope they are all fine and healthy and keep living happily...if this is what they want, then I'm okay with it.