I hate everyone and everything

I hate everybody. I have having to deal with anyone at all at any time or on any day.  but if i dont my brain tells me im a lonely loser so i have to interact with someone. 99% of people make me wanna fucking kill myself. life is such a motherfuck im sooo tired of it all. 

why do i care about anything? why do i need to act like i give a shit about anyone lmao. i really dont care if this potrays me as a bad person theres like barely a handful people i like and even then i just dont wanna put energy into it. everything annoys me. everything collects dust. everything criticizes me. everything pushes me down. everything breaks. everything falls. 

everything has to be perfect with me. when i know ill never achieve perfection. everything is worthless. 

everything collects dust.