social media

just recently I found my self clicking on someone I know's Tiktok profile.

 As soon as I did I looked at her posts and thought to myself wow why am I not like her? Why don't I hang out with that many people? Why don't I post more often? Why don't I repost tiktoks that relate to me? 

This lead me to continue doing this with other people I know because it is so easy to get caught up in comparison. Sometimes I don't even notice that I do it. As someone who constantly feels like life is always moving forward its so hard to slow down and understand that people are unique in every way and there are many things you don't see that are beyond a social media post. 

(this moment now makes me think of the song 'Love Yourz' by J Cole. its a great song listen to it if you haven't heard of it)