I WAS BORN TO BE NICHE!!!! I CAN'T WIN!!! MY LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

SINCE I WAS 11 i was obsessed with a yandere sim ship that i completely made up between 2 characters who never interacted, it was the only thing i ever cared about for YEARS. i wish i was bold enough to post 90% of the art i made of them before my first laptop died

then a few years ago i got into genshin thinking that i'd finally like something that's super popular and has a bunch of fans to interact with but NO...... out of all the genshin characters and pairings I STARTED OBSESSING OVER A POLYAMOROUS SHIP, NOBODY GAF ABOUT POLY SHIPS 😭😭😭😭 while it is two very loved ships merged together, a lot of #those people r very strict and don't fw multishipping their favs. so i feel very out of place in the fandom, like i don't rly fit in. in general people are very very weird about polyamory as a whole

now i'm super into this site again spent ALL DAY ON MY PAGE YESTERDAY but it's literally dying and no one wants to interact with each other..... 💔💔💔 someone reincarnate me into a basic bitch please im miserable. my back hurts carrying the fanbase for literally everything i like