JAILBIRD

Constant thought, hard to process life as it is when you're stuck in your head. memories distorted, daydreams collected in a memory bank depleted by the what ifs instead. Trying to maintain my focus but it's difficult when half my thoughts are twisted up and morbid. Using substance to get through the day to day with little faith in finding a mindset to sustain my place in a society I don't think i'll ever fit in. I have big dreams to assist those in need but how to accomplish such a feat when I too am one in need. I need help getting out of this brain just for a minute at least to keep me sane. I havent given up on finding my place and I hope for your sake you do the same.